tears.

Dear Abbey,


you've been emotional lately. things are changing. you twitch. your appetite is irregular. and you feel weird- ALL THE TIME. you and mom had a nice soul sesh today, thank Lori for that.
...but things are still off. you seem a little weak and maybe unstable.
let things be what they may, and go on.
read your scriptures.
say a prayer.
and play music.


you got it.


Love,
yourself

my love, my love

i've blogged about music before. but really. i love it. here's some fun pics of some-what recent stuff i've done lately :)

Jazzy and Me at our last SUPAF with Meg

rehearsing in the choir room... the usual.

region; string trio. yeah girl! 

region; vocal solo

wedding in a tree house

requiem concert; so amazing
whitney, sara, megan, becca, me

requiem
mikelle, megan, tanner, me, mccall

me, Mr. Moore (stellar guy, for sure), mbrindley

quartet performance! ah i love these guys.
me, hillary, sabrina, david

pops concert!
whitney, me play discombobulate with levi and mikelle

after party at wingers

borgle

singing in kira's sem class :)

performing discombobulate in... 1A 2A 3A 4A 1B & 4B. yeah girl

i performed with jacob singing in senior show off this day. this is us, being in love.

well... i'm sure there's more but here's the ones i have with photos. i love music. it is the best part of my mortal life. 

keep it real,

peace&love - abs

twitches.

i've got the twitches. seriously. in my knee, eyebrow, and left thumb. this is no joke. you can SEE them, clear as day. and i can't make them go away! (that rhymed)


go away twitches. why are you here?


google said: "It can be caused by stress, lack of sleep, etc."


Hmmm.


peace&love - abs


p.s.- my header was really cute. but why is it pixely? ugh.

hey you seniors.

 graduation. again. i swear it was just last year that i was waving off these chaps right here. 

but alas. here we are again. so, to all of you seniors graduating in T-72 hours, i'll miss you. i just want to give a little shout out to some specific seniors who have made a difference in my life- high school won't be the same without you.

to all my seniors on yearbook. THANK YOU. your hard work will be missed.

all the seniors on madrigals. we shared a special experience together :) 

marisa and chris... i've loved playing with you guys, good luck at BYU.

chris, annie, meg, and saya. GOOD LUCK wherever you may go.  i have loved making wonderful music with all of you.

n-n-nick gubler. stud. solid, solid guy, for sure. you have a solid testimony that i look up to a lot.

barber, mccall, garrett, and bekah. you guys are all so great.

borgle.
bekah, i look to you for so much. thank you for trusting me and letting me trust you. our soul seshes make me happy and i'm glad you are such a good listener. keys to the benz? no no, keys to the van.

preston and brady. i have loved gaining you two as my pals. you both will go very far and will serve wonderful missions. i loved having sem with you both.

peter fuller. 'nuff said.

oh my little kimbee! i absoloutely love kim seely and wish her the best of luck in life. she was a great doubles partner and i love her.

T-Dahl. Girl. We seriously click so well and i love talking with you. "instant deep conversations" hahaha, girl i love you. (p.s.-julie...)

brooke morgan. what a champ. get to know her, she's sweet. seriously. love you :)

all these senior boys... tom tom, preston, jordan, garrett, and nick. you are all high quality young men- really.

all these senior girls :) i love all of you! you're all examples to me and are all so cute.

SAV. i love you. thanks for being such a good pal and a good listener. 

TELBIN. i love you so much. you are such a solid person and i wish you the best. looove you.

mccall smith. i could go on for hours about mccall. good luck at BYU, you will do great things.

jordan, murph, and preston. hahaha. i'll miss these boys.

garrett clements. my bff. haha ew, i could go on forever, but it would just be so cheesy. so all i'll say is thank you. you're spontaneity has loosened me up and made me more low-key and stress free. i love you.

BRITT. britt, you and i go waaaaay back. keep it real. i love you.

karnz: i love you. marth was great. and this year has been even better. you're a great friend and always make me laugh.
zach: oh zach, you are one of a kind. love you
kyle: i know you still remember that ONE day, but please. forget about it. keep it real :)

JAYC. holy cow i got a tear in my eye when i got to you :) you are an amazing person, seriously. you will go so far. i love you and thank you for everything you have done for me.

Jacob: keep reading this post, your shout out is down further.
CAM: oh cam. i seriously love you. you are a top notch guy that i can always count on. thank you for being a good listener and an even better friend. you're great.



ew barf this picture is sideways... anyway. marls. i love you. you have been such a good friend to me all these years, good luck in life. remember when i first came over to meet you and i peed my pants? yeah that was cool i guess.



hahaha, mccall again.

b-rooke. girl. you are such an example to me, i love you and our soul-seshes. i look to you for so much.

Jacob. i look up to you a lot and wish you the best in life. i appreciate you and all you've done for me over the  years. ping pong, YBK, etc.

Carol Taylor
holy cow this girl right here has influenced my life more than i can even explain. thank you carol for teaching me so much and for opening my eyes. i will miss you at SCHS and so will everyone else.

good luck in your life to come. you all have so much potential and make me want to be better :) i love you, 

class of 2011!

peace&love
-abs

i've been weird.

i've been being weird. weird things have been happening to me lately. school irritates me and i don't talk very often. good thing i'm ignorant and have been ignoring prayer and scriptures.. but i'm back in it, so hopefully things look up. 




..for now, i blame the weather.

welp, goodbye. and remember, do the little things. they will help. i'm trying to take my own advice. 


be happy.


peace and love.. abs